In August of 2011, I became very ill. I didn't talk about it anywhere online. Actually, not many people outside of my family know. I turned to God and I am doing so much better. The difference is unreal!
One thing that helped me, as I dove into the Bible--and right now I'm reading it all the way through for the second time--was listening to teachings on healing by Kenneth E. Hagin. If you need healing for yourself and haven't heard his testimony, I soooo recommend it! My faith was built tremendously! All of his teachings are available at Rhema.
If you can't go to church but really really want to, try Life. They post the sermons on-line and oh, I looooove the pastor! He's so good, and so in love with the Lord!! And I also LOVE the preachings of Terry Kinard, a dynamic woman of God.
Some of the books I'm reading right now are: The Circle Maker by Mark Batterson, Knowing God Intimately by Joyce Meyer, Fatih Food Devotions by Kenneth E. Hagin, and Christ the Healer by F.F. Bosworth. I highly recommend!
And I love, love, LOVE listening to teachings on my iPod. Two amazing series by Keith Moore that I plan to listen to a thousand times (or more!) are God's Will to Heal and Faith in God. I'm sooooo loving them! At his site, he offers all of his teachings free of charge. Seriously, check him out! It's now a dream of mine to attend his church at least once (or a thousand times :)